Time passes so fast cause now its almost towards the end of the year.
Sometimes i wish time would rewind and let me set things straight.

Well, today my cellgroup had a Thanksgiving party. It's the second one i have been too and every year we will definitely have it. Usually it is held near towards the end of year.
I had a great time today and i think im more receptive to taking photos now. At least not like last time when someone wanna take a photo with me, i scoot off.
Today, i have also decided to be committed to being a Christian.
To say it truly, in my past, i met with many trials and uaually i am unable to overcome them and it really hits me strongly. My relationship with God was slowly being cut off until i dun want to come to church anymore but after the party, i have decided to at least try to repair the disconnected connection with God.
Also , today one of our member left N397. Its really sad.

However in that party i sort of realised that im not really a good evangelist. Every friend that i bring to church stays for a little while and then, they will be gone. Maybe im being too impatient. Like the saying goes" Dun try to walk when u haven try to crawl" Maybe im just a failure at this. Im not good at talking with people and im not a good counsellor. Im not able to help ppl with their problems. One example is Cj. His my best friend but im just not able to mend the broken ties he has towards the cellgroup. i really hope he comes to cellgroup but i know he won't because of his attitude...

Anyway its coming to the end and O level results will be release soon. Im really scared because i just felt that i have done badly T.T
Hope that i have done well or else i will really cry T.T

Ended my post @ 1:20 AM