WOW today im so excited cause I GOT TO MEET MY CHINA BUDDY!!!!
Well actually i did not know that they have arrived in Singapore.
I was just tol to go to a briefing.
When i see that all the China students were there, i was shocked and sort of excited cause well it looks fun:D
When the teacher ask us (the YJcians) to introduce ourselves, we were suppose to go and shake hands with our China Buddies and also give them a hug...
Lol didnt wanna hug
But anyway as i introduce myself, my buddy stands up and we went to shake each others hands and he sort of hug me so well.. i hug him back.
I was planning on shaking hands only but anyway.
His name is Jin Hui.
At first when i see his name from afar, it looks like Jia Hui so i thought it was a girl even though im puzzled but its a male so yup...
Kinda scared cause i dunno how to interact ewith him but in the end, his quite sociable and nice to talk to.
His older then me by 2 to 3 years old too.
Kinda cool.
We were suppose to show them around the school after the briefing so we went to the Wednesday Espresso area where we watch a audition of a guy playing the electric guitar.
After that, we went to see the Squash hall and the Hall and after that, we went underground to the table tennis area.
The China male students were like ok...
Then one of them suddenly said that he wants to have spar with the coach and everyone goes woohoo!!!!
After him, two other boys also went up and challenge him.
The battle was intense and i was telling my friend saying ok.... i think we can camp here le cause its like every guy wanna spar with the coach. Kinda fun anyway.
After that we make our way to Lecture Hall 2 where a few guitarist were practicing and we ask them to play a song for the China students.
As awkard as that sounds, they played a tune and everyone goes woohoo!!
We left for the canteen after the song and sort of tour around.
As it was raining, we decided to stay in school a little longer.
We brought them to the library and some of them were shocked to find their hottest TV show was displayed in our library.
Its called Soldier sortie.
They ask me how to pronounce sortie and i dunno!!! lol
That's embarassing
SO anyway we move on to see the classrooms and we ended up in a classroom where the door is open. So we asked them to take a seat and we all introduce ourselves.
SOme of the China students, after introducing themselves, came out to sing because well we pulled them out !!!!
Well since they like to sing so why not man. ENCORE ENCORE ENCORE!!!
haha its fun and we sort of disgrace ourselves cause when we speak to them in chinese, our chinese were broken and its so embarrassing to make that kind of mistake in front of Chinese superb people.
Four of my friends also showed them our YJC couple dance.
Though they didnt dance really well but come on who can remember all the steps.
I almost forget everything :D
Haha anyway i enjoyed spending time with them.
Kinda feel really good.
I also talked to my buddy alot.
Well he started talking then i continued on and on and on.
He told me that he arrived in Singapore at the beginning of the year and i was startled because i thought that the beginning of the year is a few months ago but actually its just four weeks.
He also told me that his returning in June and he studies at NUS during his stay in Singapore followed by the other China students.
They jus sort of visit YJC for two weeks before going back to NUS and studying till june before leaving for China.
The frightening part was that he says he sch end at around 7.40 PM!!!
I am already grumbling about the school releasing us at 5.10PM and they can hold on till 7.40...
I admire them and im really impress by him.
HIs so easy to get along :D
Anyway related photos and pictures will be posted on facebook but im having a hard time uploading the videos...

Ended my post @ 10:58 PM

Man...today im so sad cause i got 3 out of 10 for my Econs test...
Really dun like econs because i dun really care about world issues..
If u tell me that the world is crashing down into a blackhole and everyone's gonna die, i will jus look at u and smile.
Anyway tomorro, there will be a retest on Econs and must score full marks...

So sleepy the whole day today in JC.
Kinda doze off in most of the classes..
And some of my classmates saw me dozing off to cause my head was like bopping down then up then down then up.
But anyway cant blame me.
Theres just so much homework and im easily distracted..
Now for example... i should be studying econs but instead im blogging...
Lol haha ok..

Ended my post @ 11:25 PM

Its saturday again and im so tired..
Waking up at 5am every monday to friday morning is really draining the life out of me.
BUT!!!
I will try to push myself to the limit.
I have to be strong like the mountain:D

In school theres sort of an interaction thingy coming up in a few weeks time.
Some China students will be in our school for 2 weeks i think and im kinda excited about it cause some students will be chosen to accompany them until they return to China.
For your information, IM IN THE NOMINEES!!!
Im kinda afraid i dunno how to interact with them...
BUT!! i will try if im selected..
It should be fun!!

Anyway today i really enjoyed my time in church and i LOVE MY CELLGROUP!!!!
I just enjoy being with them.
N397...
brings back lots of memories right from the first day i came to church.
Anyway after service we went to T3 to eat and yay i love going to the airport to eat cause there is aircon, the food is good and i love to see aeroplanes cause it makes me feel like im going to another country now :D
I really wanna go Japan....
SOmetimes i wish i was Japanese but if im in Japan then i will not be able to meet all the great friends i have now.
Anyway at T3,
I ate Tom Yum noodles and it was seriously good !!!!
The Tom Yum was Superb!!
After that i ate Strawberry kisses hehe kinda nice
In the process of eating our desserts, we start taking photos of each other and wow today is the only day that i did not reject taking pictures :D
We take pictures from T3 to T2 and we really had fun talking and laughing at the pictures we have taken :D
Hope the fun will nvr end.
Wanted to upload some pics but wierdly, i cant...
SOmething wrong with the bloggy uploading picture thingy...
Anyway time for bed!!!
Learn to appreciate ur bed cause you will want it when u go to JC.;)

Ended my post @ 1:24 AM

Ok so today its my first time at my CCA and its so boring.
O ya by the way im in Interact club and i really wanna join a sports CCA cause its so fun to play in sports.
I got rejected for Tennis cause i did not go for trials and also track and field....
I did not noe got trials in the first place...
Interact club is basically doing CIP, planning stuffs and so on..
Its so boring.
I wan a CCA thats fun..
but anyway rudhra told me that her appeal was successful so she will be attending Interact Club with me YAY i wont be lonely:D
Anyway before that i had lessons and as usual 111 splits.
I was with Ren Hao for some periods and seriously i dunno how to communicate with him cause he looks so fierce and he likes to act cold...
Today when Ren Hao, Raymond and me went for a 10 mins toilet break, we were talking about climbing towards the roof of a block and suddenly Ren Hao was like smiling so happily and we thought he wanted to climb but i was wrong...
He was so happy to see Shan..
Never saw him that happy in class...
Anyway maybe we just don't click i guess..
In chinese class today was the most fun part for me cause Stephanie, Darren, Edmund, Andrea and Zi Hao is in the same class with me so at least wont be that bored.
The funny thing was we all trick the teacher into letting us leave 30 mins earlier..
Today the chinese teacher was like asking us to write our chinese name and also introduce urself but after 1 hour, he said "Is it time to let u all off" then Darren says ya followed by the rest of the 111s. To make it clear, i had no part in this. Im innocent *shining eyes*
So i got an extra 30 mins break today :D
Anyway i spent most of my breaks in the library doing my homework.
Feel kinda sad cause i saw everyone had at least 1 friend with them and im all alone.
Guess i just dun have much confidence to talk to anyone but im glad i have friends like Jolyn, Rudhra, Shan, Cassandra, Edmund, Anna and Darren. Sometimes they will jus talk to me when im alone.
Anyway i really got to push myself more!!!
In JC its really tough without friends to give u moral and physical support.
But usually it takes me a few months to adapt...
Wonder if i will be close to anyone?

Ended my post @ 6:48 PM

woah ok yesterday did not blog so i will write two blogs today.

Sunday
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Man! Today i was really tired cause i got to wake up early to go to City Harvest Church today.
Met Max for breakfast at Mac and after we ate finish, Wui an came and we went off to church.
The pastor continues with wat is the 5 basic needs of a woman and a man.
For woman, the second thing is Conversation and the third thing is Honesty and openess.
For the men, the second thing is Recreational Companionship and the third thing is Attractive Spouse.
This is really interesting.
Can't wait for the last 2 more basic needs.
ANyway since its Valentines day weekend so the pastor ask every married couple to come to the front of the stage to renew their Vows and to exchange rings too (provided by the church).
This moment is so sweet as they all recite their pledges.
Seriously u can feel the love in the air.
I simply love this kind of moments.
The pastor even ask all the married couples to kiss each other for 15 sec lips to lips lol haha funny for all the singles to watchbut nevertheless, sweet.
After Church, went to Wui an's house and play Game of Life and Monopoly.
After that we ate her mum's super delicious guo tiao with lots of chilli that almost burn my stomach!!!
But its seriously good :D
After that, we went to her room to watch Dead silence and Love Guru.
Dead silence was not that scary even though i keep putting my fingers in my ears to block the sound out.
I just dun like the parts where they will shock you suddenly.
But come to think of it, thats the point of horror movie...
Love Guru was really funny especially with all the acronyms he use.
His facial expression contributes lots towards the movies.
Its a must watch!!
Some acronyms:
B.I.B.L.E
Basic
Instructions
Before
Leaving
Earth

D.R.A.M.A
Distraction
Regression
Adjustment
Maturation
Action

L.O.V.E
Lead
Organize
Value
Evolve

Assume
Ass-u-me

V.I.C.T.I.M
Vicious
Insidous
Cognitions
That
Impede
Maturity

C.O.C.K
Clarity
Organization
Charm
Knowledge

B.L.O.W.M.E
Be
Loving
and
Openhearted
With
My
Emotions

Nowhere
Now here

GURU
Gee
you
are
you

Intimacy
Into me I see

A word of wisdom lol
To know something is good, to do something is God

Seriously its really funny.
He also wrote "books" with funny titles
Example:
Stop hitting yourself, stop hitting yourself, why are you still hitting yourself.
Its a must watch!!!

Monday
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Haiz today im very sad cause our class is gonna be split into Subject groups so i dun get to see all my friends le...
Just when i settling into a new environment with friends that i can talk to, we all get into different classes...
Not fair...
I wish we can study together T.T

Ended my post @ 7:33 PM

Happy Valentines DAY!!
though it is alrdy 12.37 am.....
Anyway i had so much fun today With 4 of my friends from YJC!
We started off by wanting to watch a movie but the tickets for all movies were selling fast so we decided to go and eat instead.
We went from Dhouby Gaut to Marina Square at City Hall and straight away went to the Yuki something there but there were lots of ppl there alrdy so we made a sort of reservation thingy at we can only get a table at around 8.30 to 9.00 and now its like only 5 plus....
So we went to the arcade to play and each game need at least one fifty cent coin.
Its kinda fun playing the shooting games and racing car game (although not good a it)....
I also found out that i have lots of 50 cent coins in my wallet.
We played for about 1 or 2 hours before we were almost broke lol
No lah not broke but dun wanna waste money le cause later still have to pay for the buffet thingy.
At that point of time, i feel that at least i understand more about 4 of my classmates.
Even though im quiet but im a good listener ok.
I noe wats going on even without talking.
We walked around and look at this and look at that, trying to waste more time.
At this time, i feel really guilty cause i promise Jiawei i will go to church but didnt... and i jus feel so wierd inside but its not like i will always fellowchip with my YJC ppl so if got time i will go de:D
Anyway the buffet was great and we were so bloated after being force to change to the ice-cream thingy cause the last service was at around 10.00 so we gotta eat fast.
The Ice-cream thingy was really fun to play.
We started by pouring two cups of chocolate ice cream but it takes so long to freeze the ice-cream so after eating the chocolate ice-cream, we jus pour all different flavour of ice-cream into the tray thingy and mix it all together.
They even put a little bit of Vodka (no tast anyway)
The colour of the ice-cream was disgusting.
It looked like shit but despite the looks, it taste pretty good.
In the meantime while we were waiting for the ice-cream to freeze, we played the number game and the person who lose have to drink one mouthful of disgusting blended drinks (There was zapple, coke, durian ice-cream, yam ice-cream and other soda drinks. Its disgusting but anyway the more disgusting the more fun wat so anyway we played and im the second person who lose the most and when i drank, i feel like fainting cause the durian tast is so strong and the coloration wat seriously disgusting.
Brownish yellow....
like urine plus shit lol
After that we went our separate ways and i head to bugis to meet my cell friends.
Its always great to see them and i got back my bag that i bought and left behind at my friend's house.
Hope theres another day we can have fun like today but anyway JC life will be stress and busy in the coming days so i guess its study time!!!

Ended my post @ 12:36 AM

Lectures have become harder in JC today and the stress starts to set in.
Maths have become more complicated.
Chem now involves algebra.
Physics is a little difficult.
Econs is very demanding.
Gp involves lots of reading.
Haiz...
Im not that study type of person and if i were to change, it will take lots of time to do that especially from a Gamer to a person who studies.
Eventhough having lectures with a few hundred over ppl seems fun, it's often hard to get what the teacher says and if i got a question, its hard to ask the teacher.
I guess its time to be independent and learn by myself.
JiaWei often tells me that we study is because for ourselves and not for the teachers.
If we don't know how to do, we should revise more and not always depend on the teachers.
She's right you know.
However in sec sch, if u dun get the question, the teachers will slow down and teach u but in JC, the teachers dun care if u noe or dunno if u nvr ask. They jus move on...
Now then i find out that JC teachers are cold-blooded T.T
I kinda miss my sec sch teachers like my very very fav teacher Miss Zaleha who teaches Chem. She nvr stops to ask us if we get it or not.
Not forgetting Mr Tan who teaches me E-maths. He is really patient with us and never loses his temper.
How i wish things jus dun change but change is inevitable whether we like it or not.
Maybe one day, i will be able to go back to my sec sch and see all my teachers again.. kinda miss them alot though they might not remember me lol
Anyway stress have been getting to me every lecture and sometimes i find it hard to concentrate cause i keep semi-dozing off every minute.
The feelings really unbearable but can u blame me?
I have to wake up so early and take a 1 hour bus trip to sch.
However, on the brighter side, my classmates are quite bonded with each other and its better then my sec sch.
You can never experience JC life anywhere in poly so the experience is quite interesting.

Sometimes in college, i kinda think about the principal's first day speech. She ask us aboutthe goals in our life.
What do we wanna achieve?
For me, i dun really know about it... Im jus studying for the sake of studying..
I never thought about wat university i wanted to go to and what courses to take at all..
I jus dunno wat i want anymore.
Since primary sch till sec 4, I have always wanted to be a Game Designer cause i have been playing so much games in my whole life.
Being a game designer is not about jus designing games but i think that a game designer is one who makes fantasy comes true and inject life into it.
Every characters are design with their special feature and traits.
Its jus so interesting to do that.
However now, i guess my dreams are jus mere dreams now.
Can't really do anything about it..

But even if i can't be a Game Designer, it doesn't mean i wanna give up on studying at a JC cause since im there, gotta try harder to succeed.
If anyone can do it, i can do it too.
Solo warrior Jia You Wor!!!

Ended my post @ 11:06 PM

Woah today is the start of lessons in Jc.
Tough tough tough...
Dun really get maths, forgot about chem, physics so confusing and econs so boring...
Haiz i totally forgot everything liao
Tmr still need to buy a $150 Casio GC...
So ex..
Anyway today is also CCA exhibition day and i got to choose my CCA..
Headache..
But finally, i chose
1) Tennis
2) Track and field
3) Interact club
Lol hope i can survive in any one of this CCA...
Now time to do Econs project le
Solo warrior

Ended my post @ 5:53 PM

Back early again today yay!!!
Today is the start of our subject lecture and is so boring... especially after the principle's message. I was so sleepy that i keep dozing off.
I was exceptionally tired today...
Dunno why...
But anyway every teacher was ok except for my Econs teacher.
Shes so fierce and she even gave us a project on the first day of the lecture...
By the way our lecture was at the auditorium where around 500+ student can sit and today is every class combine together for lesson.
Its kinda cool cause i nvr sat at an auditorium before !!!
On the dark side, i lost my water bottle...
i only use it for 2 days T.T
I feel so sad...
Anyway im really tired.. wonder how am i gonna survive..
Im getting to feel really sianz...
On the bright side, i think im getting to talk to my friends there le.
Though not quite often but its a start.
Tmr gotta choose CCA le... Dunno if i should choose Tennis... Confusing

Ended my post @ 5:01 PM

Its the first day of the week again and its back to school.
Today, my teacher found out that i do not talk to my classmates!!!
He talked to me saying i should hang out with them more cause in Jc, u will need friends and also if i do not have friends, one day i will surely feel that going to school is a torture so i was kinda chase out of class to go and have a break with my friends.
But anyway i did not ggo but jus sat outside some place on the second level and coincedentally, after awhile, all of my classmates came up the staircase where my table is and saw me sitting there alone. Thats so unbelievable that they found me and anyway i followed them back to the classroom and then My Civics tutor starts talking and discussing about the movie we watch this morning.
The movie is kinda lame.
The title is "Who move my cheese"
Then suddenly he talked about me but not saying my name of course.
He said that i should make more friends while looking in my direction but everyone thought its the guy in front of me.
Its kinda embarrassing...
He also told us that when he was in Jc, he always follows the crowd not knowing what to do.
His almost just like me but i dun follow the crowd.
Im kinda shocked that he also was like me in the past but i guess if he can change, i can change too right?
I dunno...
It seems so tough to do that and im feeling so stress jus to be near them cause i need to think of topics to say...but jus try bah
Anyway he also said we will be having a maths test 10 days from now!!
Its so fast!!! We haven really learn anything...
I guess Jc life is like that, fast and furious.
Anyway i must score straight As!!!!
Ganbate!!

Ended my post @ 5:06 PM

Wow it's been a long time since i blogged and just to update to anyone whose reading my blog.
I'm in Yishun Jc now and its 1 week since i have been in that Jc.
I'm knda frustrated at first cause i wanted to go to a poly and study game designing but then, since i have been accepted there, might as well accept it right?
I have always been thinking Jc life is really no life at all cause u will be busy with lots of projects and the stress in A'level will be killing me and i am right...
The long hours in school is already killing me.
Its from 7.30 to 5pm.
I really can't stand it at all and I'm not that kind of person who studies but now, i will have to work hard at everything i do cause it will affect my admissions towards university even in CCA i think... but anyway this past 5 days starting from Monday, i have been attending orientation at YJC and let me tell u its tiring but its kinda fun so let me give u a summary on these 5 days.

Monday
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The first day in YJC makes me feel so uncomfortable because i didn't even went to Yishun Jc to look around before. Its the first time that day and I'm really feeling out of place.
I miss my friends in secondary school, where every morning we would sit at the Knowledge zone and just chat or sleep there until the Discipline master comes chasing us to the parade square or the hall.
Anyway i made my way to the hall and just sat at my class.
By the way my class is 111. The first 1 represents I'm a Jc 1 student and the second and third 1 is my class number.
The total classes of my cohort is 28 and my total classmates are 20 +.
So moving on.
We were given a opening speech by the principle and after that we were introduce the different houses in the school.
There is Ayden, Brazhem, Cavida, Thossun and Vaunier.
Guess wat, I'm in Vaunier which also means loyalty and its my house from primary school.
Brings back old memories.....
after that, we have a small session of bonding with my classmates which by the way i did not really talk much.
We played Double wacko and the objective of the game is to know our classmates game and i know how to play that game cause i played it in my cell group before.
Its kinda fun.
However the games organized for us on the first day wasn't really fun.
It's just for us to know the school better.

Tuesday
-------
Back to school again and i got that heavy feeling about it.
The second day was kinda relaxing and fun cause we had to make a flag and i got saboed in doing it cause on the first day i introduce myself and i said i love to draw and they remembered but in the end i did not do it but just helped.
Just to state one thing clear is that i love to design characters not like to draw plants or any stuffs so I'm not really good at them and neither am i really good at designing characters but some are nice.
Don't expect to much from me cause i learn all my drawing skills through seeing how people draw and also by myself.
We had a 1 hour lunch and well the class sits together to eat and for me, i enjoy sitting together and even without talking, i still enjoy it cause at least I'm not alone but with somebody else.
Next, we have to do the couple dance.....
But to say the truth, i enjoyed the dance.
I love to dance but dunno how and don't dare to...
That's the part i hate about myself.
Want to do something but dun have the guts to do it...
I wish i had confidence and i wanna find it just like the lion in the Wizard of Oz wants to find courage but in the end, the lion found that courage comes within himself so maybe one day I will find confidence in myself.

Wednesday
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Today its a little serious cause we had to know what subjects we wanna take and we have to choose carefully cause we need them to go to a course in university but i just choose some subjects i think i can do.
H2 Maths, H2 Chem, H2 Computing and H1 Econ.
Kinda bored at doing this and also there was a presentation show to let us see an animation done by Yishun Jc Media club and we were told to vote for them cause it is one of the nominees for the NEmation thingy.
Not really interested though...

Thursday
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We played lots of House games and also class games.
Some CCA's performed to let us understand more about them and to join them but i still dunno wat to choose.
Still don't really know my classmates well cause i dun really talk to them...
I guess back to the loner me...
Hope i can have friends that i can talk to soon.

Friday
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The last day of Orientation.
We had amazing race around Yishun and a little of Khatib.
It was kinda funny and fun.
These games really trains us in our teamwork.
I enjoyed it when everyone works together.
At the end of these five days we only got very little cheers for our class but i dun mind.
One Cheer we had was called spasm dance where all the girls we saying 111 (our class name) and the guys including me had to do the spasm dance but i did not wanna do it so i didn't do it.
By the way i skipped Orientation at around 5.30 cause i dun wanna stay until 9pm ha ha but anyway i went to cellgroup ok so its not a bad thing :)

Anyway these past few days i had many new experiences and I also see what it means to have a team that really works together.The last thing i learned is that the objectives of this orientation is to let us learn leadership and teamwork to help us cope with our later study cause we will have lots of project works.
Though the school is not my choice but i will do my best in everything.
My its the path that Gods want me to take.
I'm just getting a little push from my parents.

Saturday
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Today i went to church and its been 2 weeks since i went there..
There was times i was committed in going but as days pass the feelings vanish.
I got tired mentally and physically...
Anyway i kinda wanna talk on wat i learned every Saturday from now on maybe i will learn something new when i just talk about it.
Well today's topic is about relationships.
Not really at my age group but anyway may help in my later days....?
Being in a relationship is really serious stuff because its not about me alone but now, its about us.
People at our age should not start a relationship cause we are still not matured enough and also we tend to be more self-centered.
I also learn something funny at Church and its that we have a Love-Bank!
Its when we spend time with anyone who is the opposite sex, we accumulate points and when we got quite a high amount, love starts to develop.
The skits that they show us about relationships were funny.
Its seriously awesome.
I wonder why the drama team did not have their own channel so they can act out dramas and we can watch them everyday.
I also learned why some people have affairs and i use to think that the person who was having an affair stinks cause they hurt their partners but after listening to what the pastor says, i learned that both parties are in the wrong.
I also learn 1 of the 5 basic needs a man and woman need in a relationship.
The first need for woman is Affection.
Which means the woman have to feel secured, protected and comfortable.
Hug ur partners and show them the love u have for them or else they will be thinking u dun love them.
The first basic need for men is well lol kinda funny and weird and that is Sexual fulfillment. Its also a reason why men have affairs.
The other 4 will be told next week and i can't wait for it. Its interesting. Lol weird...
Anyway i wont go into details but i think i have... my blog is already very long and wonder if anyone reads it till the end lol.
If u have congratz this is the end!!!
Well gotta sleep le cause i spent 1 and a half hours to write it and i have college tomorrow.Anyway i will only be blogging every Sunday cause i got no time when I'm in Jc because of the tiring hours anyway...
Nitez!!!

Ended my post @ 11:05 PM