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Sunday, February 8, 2009

Wow it's been a long time since i blogged and just to update to anyone whose reading my blog.
I'm in Yishun Jc now and its 1 week since i have been in that Jc.
I'm knda frustrated at first cause i wanted to go to a poly and study game designing but then, since i have been accepted there, might as well accept it right?
I have always been thinking Jc life is really no life at all cause u will be busy with lots of projects and the stress in A'level will be killing me and i am right...
The long hours in school is already killing me.
Its from 7.30 to 5pm.
I really can't stand it at all and I'm not that kind of person who studies but now, i will have to work hard at everything i do cause it will affect my admissions towards university even in CCA i think... but anyway this past 5 days starting from Monday, i have been attending orientation at YJC and let me tell u its tiring but its kinda fun so let me give u a summary on these 5 days.

Monday
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The first day in YJC makes me feel so uncomfortable because i didn't even went to Yishun Jc to look around before. Its the first time that day and I'm really feeling out of place.
I miss my friends in secondary school, where every morning we would sit at the Knowledge zone and just chat or sleep there until the Discipline master comes chasing us to the parade square or the hall.
Anyway i made my way to the hall and just sat at my class.
By the way my class is 111. The first 1 represents I'm a Jc 1 student and the second and third 1 is my class number.
The total classes of my cohort is 28 and my total classmates are 20 +.
So moving on.
We were given a opening speech by the principle and after that we were introduce the different houses in the school.
There is Ayden, Brazhem, Cavida, Thossun and Vaunier.
Guess wat, I'm in Vaunier which also means loyalty and its my house from primary school.
Brings back old memories.....
after that, we have a small session of bonding with my classmates which by the way i did not really talk much.
We played Double wacko and the objective of the game is to know our classmates game and i know how to play that game cause i played it in my cell group before.
Its kinda fun.
However the games organized for us on the first day wasn't really fun.
It's just for us to know the school better.

Tuesday
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Back to school again and i got that heavy feeling about it.
The second day was kinda relaxing and fun cause we had to make a flag and i got saboed in doing it cause on the first day i introduce myself and i said i love to draw and they remembered but in the end i did not do it but just helped.
Just to state one thing clear is that i love to design characters not like to draw plants or any stuffs so I'm not really good at them and neither am i really good at designing characters but some are nice.
Don't expect to much from me cause i learn all my drawing skills through seeing how people draw and also by myself.
We had a 1 hour lunch and well the class sits together to eat and for me, i enjoy sitting together and even without talking, i still enjoy it cause at least I'm not alone but with somebody else.
Next, we have to do the couple dance.....
But to say the truth, i enjoyed the dance.
I love to dance but dunno how and don't dare to...
That's the part i hate about myself.
Want to do something but dun have the guts to do it...
I wish i had confidence and i wanna find it just like the lion in the Wizard of Oz wants to find courage but in the end, the lion found that courage comes within himself so maybe one day I will find confidence in myself.

Wednesday
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Today its a little serious cause we had to know what subjects we wanna take and we have to choose carefully cause we need them to go to a course in university but i just choose some subjects i think i can do.
H2 Maths, H2 Chem, H2 Computing and H1 Econ.
Kinda bored at doing this and also there was a presentation show to let us see an animation done by Yishun Jc Media club and we were told to vote for them cause it is one of the nominees for the NEmation thingy.
Not really interested though...

Thursday
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We played lots of House games and also class games.
Some CCA's performed to let us understand more about them and to join them but i still dunno wat to choose.
Still don't really know my classmates well cause i dun really talk to them...
I guess back to the loner me...
Hope i can have friends that i can talk to soon.

Friday
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The last day of Orientation.
We had amazing race around Yishun and a little of Khatib.
It was kinda funny and fun.
These games really trains us in our teamwork.
I enjoyed it when everyone works together.
At the end of these five days we only got very little cheers for our class but i dun mind.
One Cheer we had was called spasm dance where all the girls we saying 111 (our class name) and the guys including me had to do the spasm dance but i did not wanna do it so i didn't do it.
By the way i skipped Orientation at around 5.30 cause i dun wanna stay until 9pm ha ha but anyway i went to cellgroup ok so its not a bad thing :)

Anyway these past few days i had many new experiences and I also see what it means to have a team that really works together.The last thing i learned is that the objectives of this orientation is to let us learn leadership and teamwork to help us cope with our later study cause we will have lots of project works.
Though the school is not my choice but i will do my best in everything.
My its the path that Gods want me to take.
I'm just getting a little push from my parents.

Saturday
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Today i went to church and its been 2 weeks since i went there..
There was times i was committed in going but as days pass the feelings vanish.
I got tired mentally and physically...
Anyway i kinda wanna talk on wat i learned every Saturday from now on maybe i will learn something new when i just talk about it.
Well today's topic is about relationships.
Not really at my age group but anyway may help in my later days....?
Being in a relationship is really serious stuff because its not about me alone but now, its about us.
People at our age should not start a relationship cause we are still not matured enough and also we tend to be more self-centered.
I also learn something funny at Church and its that we have a Love-Bank!
Its when we spend time with anyone who is the opposite sex, we accumulate points and when we got quite a high amount, love starts to develop.
The skits that they show us about relationships were funny.
Its seriously awesome.
I wonder why the drama team did not have their own channel so they can act out dramas and we can watch them everyday.
I also learned why some people have affairs and i use to think that the person who was having an affair stinks cause they hurt their partners but after listening to what the pastor says, i learned that both parties are in the wrong.
I also learn 1 of the 5 basic needs a man and woman need in a relationship.
The first need for woman is Affection.
Which means the woman have to feel secured, protected and comfortable.
Hug ur partners and show them the love u have for them or else they will be thinking u dun love them.
The first basic need for men is well lol kinda funny and weird and that is Sexual fulfillment. Its also a reason why men have affairs.
The other 4 will be told next week and i can't wait for it. Its interesting. Lol weird...
Anyway i wont go into details but i think i have... my blog is already very long and wonder if anyone reads it till the end lol.
If u have congratz this is the end!!!
Well gotta sleep le cause i spent 1 and a half hours to write it and i have college tomorrow.Anyway i will only be blogging every Sunday cause i got no time when I'm in Jc because of the tiring hours anyway...
Nitez!!!

Ended my post @ 11:05 PM