O man wish i can become a game designer...
These past few days, a just have the urge to play Final Fantasy x-2.
The storyline is rally touching from the beginning of Final Fantasy X to X-2.
Yuna changed alot because she wanted to find her love Tidus back.
From a summoner, she lost all her powers and became a normal person.
Finding a sphere which contains data of the past, she saw someone that look like Tidus and she immediately set off to find more clues on ways to find Tidus back.

Playing this game really re-ignited my passion for game designing.
Im not saying that i did not have interest but my parent object because they think in this line of job, you will have no future.

Anyway i dun really care if i have a job or not if im a game designer.
I want to create games that are like final fantasy style.
Creating characters and injecting life into them.
Creating a past that was never there.
Giving each character a special trait that makes them unique.
O God if you can, please help me in fufiling my dreams.
I really wanna do it.
Though it may be tough, i willing to work towards it.
Give me a target in my life cause now, im just a walking dreamless man.

Ended my post @ 12:14 AM

Back to blogging after a long time and thats because my com crashed all of a sudden... it keeps restarting own its on until one day, it jus cant open...
Anyway in JC for me is a really tiring experience as everyday i will have lots of homework to do and i have to revise, read the newspaper and i simply do not have as much leisure time as last time..
Going to Jc for me is really taking a big step and that i might not even be able to continue walking along the path.
2 years may seem short but everyday its tedious. Besides trying to struggle to stay awake, i have to cope with the long hours of studying.
As you all know my CTG was split int SGs and i really cant communicate with my friends in SG.
I just feel that they are not that kind of friends that i will go along with.
Its really tough to be in school with no one to talk too but luckily at somedays, i get to meet back in my CTG where i get to be close to some of my friends that i feel comfortable with.
By the way, my China buddy has left school to study at NUS.
Kinda miss him though... no one to help me in my chinese T.T haha ok ok jus kidding
Anyway looking forward to the Hotpot cause i have never eaten a hotpot.
Kinda excited about that.

Eventhough JC life is really tiring, Im really trying to cope well in it and also if i have never entered JC, i would not have met so many friends especially all the China buddies!!!

Really hope i will be able to cope with my studies soon and ACE the whole level haha
Well... a man can dream dreams can't they?

Ended my post @ 1:37 PM

Today is my third day with my buddy and it seems like the longer we are together, our topics to talk about grow lesser and lesser.
Also to clarify, my buddy's the same age as me!!!! though his bigger then me by 14 days only lol
haha find it shocking cause i thought he was older then me.
He have already entered uni at the age of 17 this year...
WAT AM I DOIN IN JC!!!
no fair they got to uni at 17 and im still in JC...

Anyway today's schedule was kinda relaxing cause only got 4 subjects on.
After school the DECOR TEAM gather to discuss about how to decorate our clubbing room and we are serious in doing it cause we still went to survey the room haha
We talked about what should be place where and what materials we need.
Its really fun to do decor but im scared im not doing it well.
Anyway im gonna try my best!!!
Last night Li Wei even said to me anyhow decor can le O.O
that shocked me...
But to state it clear. I like to do things to my best ok except for homework haha.
When we discuss about the decor, my teammates would be talking about thing that are no link to the decor like what music they will play and inviting VIPs to our clubbing room...
But anyway we manage to complete about 90% of the planning so its ok.
After discussing, i went to my CCA and it was really boring...
We played a game like hide and seek where we have to find a hidden person and once we found him or her, we have to stick with him or her until everyone finds him or her.
The last one to find him or her will do a forfeit which by the way is the chiku cha thingy.
We were suppose to split up in twos to find and luckily we cheated lol
We go in 3 pairs and im so lucky cause they found the person hiding and came to look for us T.T
So touchingT.T
ok so anyway after that we played double wacko and then went home.
I walked to the bus stop with Rudhra and on the way, we bought bubble tea!!!
i cant live without bubble tea!!!!
lol
Anyway we saw her friend at the bus stop and I found out that Rudhra has been telling her friend Theresa how nice i am
Im so touched that someone thinks im nice :D haha ok...
ANyway Rudhra is just like Chloe. SO cheerful all the time.
Shes really a very good friend to me.
I think without her in my class, i will still be the quiet guy :D
Anyway i heard that her uncle is buying all her coupons for CVD!!
wow so supportive!!
And my Cg not supportive T.T lol haha nvm u all dun buy its fine.
I go find my sec sch friends :D

Ended my post @ 11:24 PM

Ok so today's the first day that my China buddy will follow me everywhere i go. Kinda scared cause i dunno how to entertain him.
As u all noe im not really the talkative type so ....
but anyway i tried talking to him and i found out lots of things about him.
First of all the pronunciation of his name lol i said it wrongly *embarass*
His 18 this year.
Staying in Singapore for 10 years after this 6 months.
FULL MARKS FOR MATHS!!!!
wow man his awesome.
His so smart and jus sitting next to him makes me feel so weak.
He even ask me if i noe wat my national anthem means cause i sing in malay and lol i said i dunno XD so ambarrassing.
I dun really know Singapore's culture XXXXDDDDD and haha today he get to taste the power of our Econs teacher Ms Aminah.
Haha she left a very bad impression to all the china students but thats how she is. After school today, we went to celebrate one of my classmates birthday.
I invited my buddy along cause dun wan him to walk alone to the MRT.
WE sang Happy Birthday songs in two different languages then there was another class celebrating other peoples birthday too and without knowing it, we were dragged into a competition of who sing the loudest birthday song haha funny.
111 bought 2 cakes from Swensen for our Birthday girl Jolyn!!!
wow seriously the cake is delicious.
but i still dunno how much i need to pay.... o.O
After eating the cake, there was a smash cream onto ur face game and ppl start running around with their hands full of cake cream and smashing it in ppl's faces. Im proud to say IM NOT HIT!!!! haha well anyway i dun wan anyone to aim me :D So in the end, mostly everyone has cake smolthered on their faces and shirt and IM CLEAN!!! My classmate even attack our orientation leader from JC2, leaving her face full of cream haha.
But to our misfortune, it started to rain so heavily.
Thunders start to sound and its really scary...
I hate Thunders...
I offered my umbrella to one of my classmate.
Rudhra and I shared one umbrella and my buddy use his own.
On the way to Yishun MRT station, Rudhra and I were shouting but not angrily at each other saying " Ahhh u are not covering me!!! My shirt is wet, my shoes is wet, ahhh so cold" lol we were sort of complaining to each other and blaming each other without anger.
In the end when we reach Yishun MRT station, the back of my shirt is totally wet. My bag is wet. My pant is totally wet and there is some water in my shoes. Its is cold!!!! But anyway Rudhra gave me a packet of MnM chocolates to thank me for lending her the umbrella though did not help to shelter much lol
YAY anyway i took the bus home and i did not dare to lie on the chair cause the back of my shirt is wet and if i touch the chair, i will feel the coldness so i sat straight for 30 mins and by the time i reach Tampines Inter, i was freezing cold. It was a fun experience getting soaked inthe rain haha but i hope it will never happen again. Not until next week cause i only left a pair of shoes left!!! Anyway this is a vid of My friends Jolyn's birthday

Ended my post @ 10:39 PM