Saturday, October 10, 2009
AAAAAAHHHHHHHH cant focus on studying...
I thought that as promo draws near i will start to buck up jus like when im in sec sch. Few weeks before exams i will be chionging with my studies but now, i jus dun feel like studying anymore. Though Liwei is trying to help me and i appreciate it but i dun find the point of studying hard.....
We study cause we wanna earn money in the future and i jus dun feel like it to study now... Jus wanna slack the whole day.
But will try to push myself de jus that my its easy to push urself physically but not mentally...
Anyway went to Cg today and i find it quite refreshing to be there today for some reason. Dunno why.. Kinda lost my specs somewhere at home and was rushing to go out so in that instance, i left home without my specs. Though my degree is about 200+ but still, the world is blllur to me today. I dun see faces of people but jus colours smudging together. Some people say i wanna act handsomecause dun wan wear specs....i won't specify who hor JIAHUI!!!!!!!! but anyway can't find ma T.T haha
but then actually i guess maybe not wearing my specs would be good for me cause i dun get to see ppl's faces and stuff..it may help me i guess...somehow..but its kinda refreshing not wearing specs cause i feel free!!!
Anyway during the praise and worship, the first praise song i sang it in such a gay voice!!! dunno how come my voice like that but after that when i went to the worship song, i sang ok and the song seriously touch me alot XXDD love that worship song. Liwei preach a good message today too. Glad i came cause it jus enlighten a part of me.
Fellowship is good today too!!! first time went to Sembang Bedok to eat *think thats how they spell the name* Nice food and great time to interact with my Cg mates XXDD
Anyway without my specs cant really appreciate lots of stuff so XP
After our meals, we went to take a bus home and we saw someone fell down while trying to carry his bike up the overhead bridge and my Cg mates quickly went to check if his ok. I wanted to go to but everyone left their stuff at the bus stp so can't but though i can't see clearly what they i doing but im jus touched in a way that my Cg mates went to help that injured man or woman. Can't see if its a man or woman but anyway Im glad o have friends like them XXDD
Ended my post @ 12:59 AM