Holidays have started and im really excited XXDD I have always been waiting for this day to come for like so long!!!
But then one sad part is that after the last day of sch when i got home, i got a fever for some reason but it cleared after a few hours of nap. Then after that, i got back to playing DOMO for a few hours XD but then, my guild is gone T.T Snivia is gone T.T sad but i guess it happens when u stop playing for a few hundred days....

Anyway i had a BBQ with my beloved CG on Fri and I HAD LOTS OF FUN HAHAHAHAHAHA. Though i cannot eat the food, i keep playing the games provided. Also, i get to interact more with my friends!! It was definitely awesome that night and for some reason, i felt that it was like my last night there..... I felt like i was dying or something.... dunno why... but then i had lots of fun till i was so damn tired that i went home, took a bath and sleep.... but before that, i went to eat apple pie with Chloe, JH and Hong Kai after the BBQ cause i was a lil hungry. HK is definitely i eating machine!!!! cause he ate finish BBQ le then still go mac and ate i chesse burger and 2 apple pie and even eat faster then me when i only had 1 apple pie...... Anyway hope he comes back to CG soon then i think our Cg can become more lively.

The Next day which is sat, i woke up at 7.30 jus to wanna prepare myself to go Toa Payoh...... and in the end, the location is at KALLANG!!! i could have gone myself... but anyway had fun interacting with my Sg mates about movies and hahaha they cant see that i love gory movies until now XXDD i have that innocent face :D
Anyway went to the KTV and ok la the place. Touchscreen monitor is cool and as usual, nvr sing much haha cause i dun listen much to eng and chinese song so hahaha cant help it. But actually quite fun la cause everyone sang well while i found out i cant sing well.... cant hit any pitch but mono.... not fair

Anyway like i said over and over I LOVE MY SG!!! haha they are fun and im the only not fun person so haha anyway IM TIRED LE!!!!!!!!!! so nitez

Ended my post @ 1:03 AM

SOOOOO LONG nvr blog le and thats always the start of my blog haha
Always stop blogging after blogging
Sometimes wanna blog bout stuffs but then got lazy too but now im blogging because i dun feel like bathing yet....
giving myself excuses to delay XXDD

Anyway recently i was watching this anime called Jigoku Shoujo (Hell Girl) and i find that this anime was really GOOD!!!

Basically this story is about grudges in the human heart. When someone wants to have a revenge they can ask for help from Jigoku Shoujo by typing the name of the person on the Jigoku tsuushin(Hotline to Hell)which is a website only accessible at midnight and it only can be access by people with strong grudges. After submitting the name of the person, Enma Ai will appear and give a straw doll with a redstring tied around the neck to the person. "If you want revenge, pull the red string. By pulling it, you will make a covenant with me. The recipient will be ferried away straight to hell. However, when you curse someone, two graves are dug. You will be required to pay the compensation. Your soul will fall into hell and suffer for eternity but thats only after you die." and as far as i know, everyone pulled the string...

After watching that anime, though haven watch finish, i was feeling alot of stuff. Is it really right to do so, jus taking away people's life. Sounds really cruel and injustice but then most of the episodes, the person ferried to hell are people who are really despicable and should go to hell so i though Enma Ai was doing the right thing BUT one episode i saw really left me clueless whether she was doing the right thing..because one nurse who was really pure and kindhearted was send to hell by one psychotic person for no reason!!! I really pity that woman... She was shouting "NOO why did i have to go to hell, i don't even know that guy!! Why would he do this to me" I feel so sad for her T.T

But then i guess its jus like that....
sad but continued to watch on XXDD

I like the anime so much that i tried finding the website and guess what, IT REALLY EXIST!!! haha its jus like the anime. Jus type Hell correspondence and the website will come out haha. Though i only know that that website is jus a gimmick but i jus wanna try typing someone's name inside and see what happens XXDD but haven type la
I have no one that i wanna have revenge on XXDD but jus so eager to try it XXDD

Overall, the naime is really touching, sad and exciting XXDD i really love it MUS WATCH!!!

Ended my post @ 11:40 PM

Today is the day before my A level OP exam!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Haha kinda scared but will go through it normally
Cant afford to lose out at this point but anyway today we had our last Big Op rehearsal.
Will miss it though anyway after this, we will not have anymore of such meetings and also dunno what will happen next year so jus enjoy it XXDD

Anyway will miss my PW group de
Iguess im really bless to be in that group though haha ok let me give u an idea of what i think of my group at first.

When i was first posted to my PW group, i was damn sad ::((((( cause my group members is all those i nvr talk to de... Well not like i talk to everybody anyway but ya haha. Anyway they all look so slack so i thought my PW over le
So at first we started with 5 members including myself. PW meetings were strenuous cause whenever we meet, we did not get stuuf done so i was kinda fed up. But anyway after that, when Kevin leave le, the leadership position got push to either me or Yesmeen but of course i give it to yesmeen la cause im not leadership materialXD anyway after that, we jus kept doing pw and seriously in the process, i get to like my PW group members because they are funny and i get to hear gossips HAHAHAHAH lol no la not that interested but anyway jus hear XD

Also, we get to understand more about each other and ya glad that my members are able to tolerate my emoness and also are able to encourage me everytime. Sidetrack a bit but jus wanna say IM REALLY GLAD TO BE IN SG 17 cause i think if i go other SG they will completely ignore me de because i emo but in SG17, they dun totally ignore me de so ya glad about that. Anyway back to my PW group, i guess our PW group is the slackiest but still the happiest ba cause we have fun while doing our PW XD well mostly them cause i am usually the bossy one to rush them but anyway someone has to right? haha anyway glad no conflict in our group and everything went smoothly.

I actually dun mind what grades i get now cause at least i had fun doing it :D for now at least haha anyway i think that without PW group, i will never be able to get lil close to anybody in class though so ya hahaha GOGOGOGOGOGO YJ083!!!!!!! haha jiayou

But then, i kinda scared after PW i dun get to have that kind of fun anymore... T.T
Cause i will be alone again...
sad but thats how i am i guess..
Anyway i go practice OP le haha

Ended my post @ 11:35 PM

Ok haha so long nvr blog already cause firstly, kinda sianzzz and dun wanna blog and Secondly, kinda sianzz so dun wanna blog XD

Anyway yup promos is so DAMN over XXDD like long long long long time ago le. Why ? Cause i so long nvr blog le XD Anyway that wasnt the main point but today jus wanna talk about ME aand its the serious me.

So ya y i wanna talk about me today is because of todays bustrip back from Bedok inter after eating dinner with my Cg. I took a bus home with my friend Chloe and she kinda ask me if i have anything to share with her like my personal issues. You know, like do i wanna talk about anything? Dunno why she randomly ask this question but anyway yes i do have tons of things i wanna talk about with people but when she ask me that question, i kinda sort of think for a while.

Since like forever, i never talk to anyone about my problems before.i usually jus keep it to myself and trust me, when i talk about my problems to u, they are not the major ones that are plaguing me. But then, i recalled so many times people are able to confide in me but im not able to confide in them..... Is that kinda selfish or something?

If yes then sorry but i jus can't trust anyone though some may choose to trust me. Anyway my problem is a problem tat is damn major that i may lose many friends because of it so ya haha not going to tell anyone :X So jus to let u know, u may think u noe me but in fact, u noe nth about me. All u see about me are superficial details and i guess i'll leave it at that till someday......maybe

Sidenote: Hope my poor little friend JIAHUI dun get so stress out about her O's cause she more extreme then me when i take my O's. If u read my blog when im doing my O's, u can see that my blog floods with emoness haha.That blog posts are all in my old blog space haha but i think u all cannot read le cause i kinda deleted the whole blog because my sis Tag all the nonsense shit there and thats how my current blog is born. I thnk i remembered writing i would rather kill myself or something haha anyway after taking O's, i know the trick is to do lots of TYS but then when telling one who have not taken their O's it is useless cause all they think that its not enough!!! haha Anyway like Liwei always said, After you have put in effort, leave the rest to God. Cheers to that.

ALso NExt week Mon is A level chinese!!!!!!! I absolutely detest that abomination subject!!! When i finish my O's chinese, i was so happy because i thought i no need to take chinese anymore but fate plays with u... Didnt noe i was going to JC and now, IM TAKING CHINESE AGAIN!!!!!!!! Haiz anyway gotta study hard for it for at least one day HAHAHAHAHA then after that, I WILL BE FREE!!!!!!!! Buit then after that got Intensive H2s and I HAVE TO LEARN MALAY!!!!!!!! cool in a sense but lol haha shock when i heard it. Wonder y no Japanese.... T.T I WANNA LEARN JAP!!! I kept thinking if the Japanese were still governing Sg, what would it be like now? Will I be happy? Maybe XD Wait, i think i will be Damn Happy cause NO NS!!!!!!!! hahahahahahha too bad they run back to japan after a little attack T.T

Hope i can go Japan someday with my friends!!!!!! Oyasumi minna!!!!!!

Ended my post @ 12:04 AM