Im seriously damn depress about my results!!!!!!!!
I got an E and though i didnt not do that well, i should be happy cause i dun need to retake MT. But then theres jus this feeling in me that does not make me happy. I guess im jus aiming too high...but i really wanted to get B or even A but i guess i aimed too high cause my Chinese is alrdy bad initially... How to get good grades?

This made me remember about my O Level Chinese. When i got back my first MT result i jus burst out crying cause i got a C6 which means i still got to take the second MT O level. Luckily for this year i did not burst out crying or its damn embarrassing... but then still was about to cry but luckily able to hold it in.... Anyway O really have no hope in doing A level le... Later get bad results i seriously breakdown sia.....

But then its the only route i have left so really mus buck up... Anyway skipped PE today cause no mood to do.... Maybe will get scolded by stupid idiot BASTARD!!! Mr Mok..... Whatever....man

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Wow ok another month has pass and omg block test is comin!!!!!!!! man... im still not in the mood to study... Im jus feel really tired everyday and no mood to do anything when i come back. Im starting to worry about my A's but then, i still dun wanna study ....

Anyway February is a really busy month for me cause i got lots of activities going on!!
I was in Charge of the International Costume Competiton cause im the NE REP and supposdly i have to be the model but luckily i manage to shake that off so i became the designer XD I was really sad that i did not won cause i really put lots of effort into it T.T..but i guess there are much better costumes out there so Whatever man!!!

Next, I was FORCED TO LEARN FIRST AID !!!!!!!!!!! by my econs teacher... she said she needed volunteers and its "optional" and as always, her "optional" is not "optional"... She threaten not to give appendix to those who did not come......Anyway i had fun at the First aid training because, firstly, i became the injured and ppl got to carry me on the strecher... Scary sia WTH it seems so not stable... Secondly, the teacher in charge wants to demo to us how to carry a person up and he did it on the student and he fell haha opps but its seriously damn funny. Even Miss Aminah laughed. Lastly, i have to be in the first aid team which is "funny in a way" I so skinny ask me do stretcher... I think that person will die when i drop him or hr haha ........ anyway this training is done so as to prepare us for the drill which should be happening somewheere near the future.... i hope im not the one whose at the scene to carry "dead bodies" out

Next is My class Have to plan for CVD!!!!!! well i did not really do anything though jus accompanied my class and do whatever is needed. This years CVD is boring again... especially my calss stall...Sell drinks....I prefer last year's one though XD Get to slack in air-conditioner room haha and this makes me miss my previous CTG ppl!!! Brings back lots of memories but ok la my now CTG also not bad. I open up more this year so its better then last year!!

Also, I had to Plan with my team members in CCA and participate in the Eye Quiz which is held during CVD day. It was really frustrating cause go home so late T.T but felt a sense of accomplishment when everything is done successfully. Felt sad cause didnt win first prize which is $100 CASH!!!!!!!!!!!!! My friend won $50 sia... so jealous... but anyway she treat me to some food so haha

LAst of all for today, i had a maths test and i think i fail le T.T cause the ques were hard lor. Didnt even get the concept of vectors and complexes.... Its confusing the way they phrase their questions too so planning to take test 2 le........

Really wish i will have the mode to study soon. I need motivation!!!! to push me or i will stay stagnant

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