Im seriously damn depress about my results!!!!!!!!
I got an E and though i didnt not do that well, i should be happy cause i dun need to retake MT. But then theres jus this feeling in me that does not make me happy. I guess im jus aiming too high...but i really wanted to get B or even A but i guess i aimed too high cause my Chinese is alrdy bad initially... How to get good grades?

This made me remember about my O Level Chinese. When i got back my first MT result i jus burst out crying cause i got a C6 which means i still got to take the second MT O level. Luckily for this year i did not burst out crying or its damn embarrassing... but then still was about to cry but luckily able to hold it in.... Anyway O really have no hope in doing A level le... Later get bad results i seriously breakdown sia.....

But then its the only route i have left so really mus buck up... Anyway skipped PE today cause no mood to do.... Maybe will get scolded by stupid idiot BASTARD!!! Mr Mok..... Whatever....man

Ended my post @ 5:08 PM

Wow ok another month has pass and omg block test is comin!!!!!!!! man... im still not in the mood to study... Im jus feel really tired everyday and no mood to do anything when i come back. Im starting to worry about my A's but then, i still dun wanna study ....

Anyway February is a really busy month for me cause i got lots of activities going on!!
I was in Charge of the International Costume Competiton cause im the NE REP and supposdly i have to be the model but luckily i manage to shake that off so i became the designer XD I was really sad that i did not won cause i really put lots of effort into it T.T..but i guess there are much better costumes out there so Whatever man!!!

Next, I was FORCED TO LEARN FIRST AID !!!!!!!!!!! by my econs teacher... she said she needed volunteers and its "optional" and as always, her "optional" is not "optional"... She threaten not to give appendix to those who did not come......Anyway i had fun at the First aid training because, firstly, i became the injured and ppl got to carry me on the strecher... Scary sia WTH it seems so not stable... Secondly, the teacher in charge wants to demo to us how to carry a person up and he did it on the student and he fell haha opps but its seriously damn funny. Even Miss Aminah laughed. Lastly, i have to be in the first aid team which is "funny in a way" I so skinny ask me do stretcher... I think that person will die when i drop him or hr haha ........ anyway this training is done so as to prepare us for the drill which should be happening somewheere near the future.... i hope im not the one whose at the scene to carry "dead bodies" out

Next is My class Have to plan for CVD!!!!!! well i did not really do anything though jus accompanied my class and do whatever is needed. This years CVD is boring again... especially my calss stall...Sell drinks....I prefer last year's one though XD Get to slack in air-conditioner room haha and this makes me miss my previous CTG ppl!!! Brings back lots of memories but ok la my now CTG also not bad. I open up more this year so its better then last year!!

Also, I had to Plan with my team members in CCA and participate in the Eye Quiz which is held during CVD day. It was really frustrating cause go home so late T.T but felt a sense of accomplishment when everything is done successfully. Felt sad cause didnt win first prize which is $100 CASH!!!!!!!!!!!!! My friend won $50 sia... so jealous... but anyway she treat me to some food so haha

LAst of all for today, i had a maths test and i think i fail le T.T cause the ques were hard lor. Didnt even get the concept of vectors and complexes.... Its confusing the way they phrase their questions too so planning to take test 2 le........

Really wish i will have the mode to study soon. I need motivation!!!! to push me or i will stay stagnant

Ended my post @ 8:57 PM

Ok its 31 Jan and yup one month nvr blog le sort of.
I wont say that this one month pass by fast, its jus ok

Anyway on 11 Jan was my first day back in school and yes the sch was quiet cause only got J2 so hehe i like it but then when go into my class its like OMG!!!!! so small... then i started missing my other frens. So sad 5 more friends gone from my class and OUR CLASS IS THE SMALLEST.... So i jus cant wait for the J1 to come!!
The canteen was so empty too and its rare. Everyone was talking about the retainees and how they miss their presence. I was kinda sad too.

As the days pass i guess the class got use to being small and everything was sort of back to normal again. It wasnt so bad as some of them pop back to school jus to play in sch so we get to see them.

Besides that, i enjoyed the YJC open house too this month cause get to skip lessons for like 2 hours or something and the best thing about it is jus sit there nd slack haha nvr really did anything but i enjoyed the company of my CCA mates XD They are fun to hang out with.

Fast forward to jus last wednesday during CCA meeting, i found out i was posted as usher during CVD!!!!!! I have to wear long sleeve sia and blazer.... but its not confirm though but one funny thing is when i said i no long sleeve my CCA teacher Mr Chong offered to lend him one of his while boasting about it being expensive. I was like WTH i noe i skinny like you but no need like that ba.... hope i dun have to be ba...

Anyway, the next day was the first day where J1 first enter YJ and wow i sort of regretted cause i think theres more J1 then J2 and the worst thing is that the canteen became so pack with J1 and J2 no space to sit sia.... The school became noisy again... But anyway nothing last forever u noe... The worst thing about them is that Their orientation camp like more fun then ours... no fair....

But then also glad i get to see two of my PW mates again haha im seriously happy cause i really miss them. Their talkativeness and whatever XD really wish they had been promoted but fate is so cruel T.T hope they do well in J1 this year though and hope we get to talk some day too.

Anyway im signing off cause lazy to type le haha bb

Ended my post @ 8:15 PM

Finally the long december break is over and tmr will be the start of sch again. Im kinda sad and seriously was so depress to hear that 5 of my classmates are either retaining or goin to poly. 2 of them were my Pw mates too.... Kinda feel guilty that i did not help them much in their studies.... our class from 21 ppl initially has fell to 20 then 19 after that, 14 is what is left of SG17.... The classroom will never be the same again as laughter are decrease and stresses are increased..

However i hope that it will still be a good year ahead as new challenges come and well... hope can pass A level!!! If i not retain la cause advance students need to see GP assignment before promoting and i got a real bad feeling i will retain cause haha anyhow do de XXDD but by God's grace *cross fingers*

Anyway did Dragon boating today and seriously its awesome, love it !!! I thought dragonboating was jus rowing on water so didnt bring extra change of clothes. Thought i was smart but in the end besides rowing, we got tons of SPLASHING going on between boats and sadly, i got drench. This is not the end, we played the 7 up gameon board the dragon boat and i screw one game up and i scored a pail full of Kallang river water poured all over me.... but very refreshing hahaha love it still. After that had a competition between other groups and guess what, we got third place out of 5 so we are not good and not bad haha

After the game as you know, im drenched and no etra clothes so have to take MRT with wet pants. Luckily my shirt and hair dry faster so its not so embarrassing to take MRT. Also, i saw my hated GP teacher Mr Chong near Kallang there. Think he goin dragon boating too cause he holding the paddle. Hope he did not see me haha HATE HIM!!!

One great accomplishment today, I FINALLY DID ALL MY ARTICLES AND WHATEVER REVIEWS!!!
Anyway gtg study for stupid Econs and Chem le haha bb

Ended my post @ 6:33 PM

Its 23 DEC!!!!!!!!! School is reopening in a few more weeks T.T
Its so sianz
Anyway these 19 days have been quite fruitful as i did things that i have never done before!!!!!!!!
Firstly, something i did before but at some place i never go before which is BIKING!!!!!!!!!!! When cycling at the SunPlaza park there. That day was DAMN sunny and we cycled to Pasir Ris to see the Prawn Farm before comin back and seriously, i was complaining almost 1/4 of the day about the hot weather cause seriously, i feel myself burning.... And after that day, i kinda regretted goin cause I GOT TAN!!!!!!!! and i dun like to be tan cause i just dun like it......

Secondly, I DID KAYAKING!!!!!!!!!!!!! Kinda fun though cause i nvr Kayak before and when im on the two seater boat, i find i got no strength to row the boat haha....too weak le but anyway tried my best and I DID IT!!!!!! Seriously its very tiring. I also swam in the DAMN dirty water at kallang..... and seriously, its so hard to get up the boat when u fall into the water. The funny part was some of the girls dropped into the water and cannot climb back up XXDD Its like their experiencing childbirth with all the eeeeeeeeee and ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh haha hilarous XD

Thirdly,AWESOME CHRISTMAS PARTY EVER!!!! Better then last year haha I guess its all the friends that were there that made it all happen XXDD I was forfeited 2 times though i never lost any game... Y? because the person forfeited got the choose any partner criteria to forfeit with them and apparently my name was engraved into their minds during the last game where everyone keeps calling my name so in the end, GG for me.... The food was awesome too!!! I love it but as usual, its not filling much cause tight budget. Hoped my CG gets expanded much then our budget will increase too XXDD haha wrong purpose but its a start XD I really enjoyed myself that day

Fourthly, I served as an volunterring USHER at Children's Church today at PIONEEER!!!!!!!!!!! WTH so far.... Im living at the last 2nd stop of the East Side and i have to travel to the Last 2nd stop at the west side.... But i think its worth for it la for the 2 hours travelling trip cause i met new friends!!!! haha though i only know their name and might not be seeing them at all again but its still nice to know some new friends XD. Also today, I found out that seriously i am too weak... can't even carry HEAVY presents from one place to another properly..... Sad man i think im the weakest there..... Hope i get buff up one day haha but too lazy to exercise.... Today is also the First time that i have been called an UNCLE!!!!!!! Do I look like one? IM so YOUNG!!!! lol so sad .... one child call me Uncle... at least can call me kor kor ma... Anyway Fun, Tiring, Fruitful day today!!!!

Christmas is coming again!!!!!!!!!! Always anticipating this time of the year aand still hoping it snows at least one short while also can but impossible SADDDDDDDDDD

Ended my post @ 8:56 PM

This happen 2-3 days ago... Was planning to blog about it but was lazy.
Lazy + tired = No Blog haha XD

Anyway really glad that 2 of my JC friends came to the LEGO Dismantling thingy for the WE ARE ONE project XD Thx Much TQ and Raymond XXDD

First of all, I LOVE THE SHIRT!!! I look good in it haha
Second of all, YAY get to stay up till 6.00 AM

When I first reach there, i saw the structure of the LEGO on the second floor of ION and i thought wow, are we needed here in the first place cause looks like 50 people is enough.... By the way there were 120 volunteers (Im inside XXDD)

We went to change into the newly given shirt and we start to dismantle the Lego.
I and my friends plus Cg mate were in Team 6!!! We were suppose to dismantle for 1 hour then proceed to stack the legos into groups so that other groups can pack them into bags and these packs will be send to the needy family.
Side note, we were the only team to dismantle like Sia until the floor is like a battle field haha. We told the other volunteers we will sort them properly for them but in the end, when 1 hour is up, our team left, leaving the mess to the rest of the team still in charge of dismantling XXDD sorry guys

We were glad to be on the stacking team at first cause its painful to pluck out all the lego ESPECIALLY THE TRANSPARENT ONE.... Btw i was surrounded by university ppl so when we started stacking, they talk about legislation of S'pore and i was like Diao.... But they also got talk about other stuffs later but i alrdy went to my JC frens there and stack XXDD The mood was high at that point, especially when the DJ started to play musics to entertain us. My team was super high when they played Lady GaGa's Bad romance XD they sing out loud too. It was funny

However, after that, as time pass, the mood starts to go low as everyone started to get sleepy. We continued stacking for hours... That is when we started to want to go to the packer's side cause their job seem easy. Food was provided so i think its cool. We continued to stack for 5 hours before they ask us to stop.
Due to us being slow, we only manage to pack 2179 bags in totl while our target is 3000.... But kinda good i guess. I remember the last lap the time, everyone start to chiong stacking cause we in charge of stacking the blues and medium blue is always in shortage. Also in the end, everyone complain of not wanting to ever touch LEGO again haha funny. One university guy, Howard, said something that made everyone burst out in laughter. He said "Next time i bring my children into the toy shop i will say u can buy anything except LEGO. No LEGO for u" haha i think everyone got that kind of sianzzzzness for LEGO now XXDD

After that, a news reporter came to interview the person in charge. we took group photos and WE ARE OFF!!!! to eat breakfast at Mac before going home to sleep....
Very tired sia.. almost fell down on the MRT cause wanna sleep and its ALL THE WINDS FAULT... keep blowing my eyes till they shut.... but luckily nvr fall or DAMN embarrassing la

Today, LiWei tell me that We are on the newspaper!! she sent me the mail and say Im in the background XXDD




Im at the back!!! the top right beside the box XXDD though cannot see my face but ITS ME haha anyway the project was quite fun ba until 5 hours later haha

Ended my post @ 1:43 AM

Holidays have started and im really excited XXDD I have always been waiting for this day to come for like so long!!!
But then one sad part is that after the last day of sch when i got home, i got a fever for some reason but it cleared after a few hours of nap. Then after that, i got back to playing DOMO for a few hours XD but then, my guild is gone T.T Snivia is gone T.T sad but i guess it happens when u stop playing for a few hundred days....

Anyway i had a BBQ with my beloved CG on Fri and I HAD LOTS OF FUN HAHAHAHAHAHA. Though i cannot eat the food, i keep playing the games provided. Also, i get to interact more with my friends!! It was definitely awesome that night and for some reason, i felt that it was like my last night there..... I felt like i was dying or something.... dunno why... but then i had lots of fun till i was so damn tired that i went home, took a bath and sleep.... but before that, i went to eat apple pie with Chloe, JH and Hong Kai after the BBQ cause i was a lil hungry. HK is definitely i eating machine!!!! cause he ate finish BBQ le then still go mac and ate i chesse burger and 2 apple pie and even eat faster then me when i only had 1 apple pie...... Anyway hope he comes back to CG soon then i think our Cg can become more lively.

The Next day which is sat, i woke up at 7.30 jus to wanna prepare myself to go Toa Payoh...... and in the end, the location is at KALLANG!!! i could have gone myself... but anyway had fun interacting with my Sg mates about movies and hahaha they cant see that i love gory movies until now XXDD i have that innocent face :D
Anyway went to the KTV and ok la the place. Touchscreen monitor is cool and as usual, nvr sing much haha cause i dun listen much to eng and chinese song so hahaha cant help it. But actually quite fun la cause everyone sang well while i found out i cant sing well.... cant hit any pitch but mono.... not fair

Anyway like i said over and over I LOVE MY SG!!! haha they are fun and im the only not fun person so haha anyway IM TIRED LE!!!!!!!!!! so nitez

Ended my post @ 1:03 AM